何の為に留学するのか。passionを探しに

Why do I study English in Philippine ? But not only study English. I wanted to change my environment. My will is weak. I didn't have my opinion. I depended on my surrounding opinions. and so mythinking speed is very slowly, I couldnot get the timing to say my opinion. no, i didnot have the confidence of my words.

 for getting confidence, i go to Philippine ? study English? i dont know.

but go to new places, meet new people, experience new things  that i didnot know until now, i may changing myself and find my passion that i can bet my life. anyway act or nothing starts.